Lady Macbeth -
For a while, we were invincible. A second murder, then a third. Banquo’s blood spilled in a ditch, and Fleance running like a rabbit through the dark. I watched my husband grow giddy with violence, each killing making him more a king, less a man. And I? I smiled. I poured wine. I held his hand when the ghost of Banquo sat in his chair—a ghost only he could see, mind you. The lords watched him scream at empty air, and I saved him. I always saved him. “Are you a man?” I asked, because shame was the only leash that still worked on him.
My husband is away now, hiding in Dunsinane, building walls of wood and bone and paranoia. The thanes are deserting him. The forest, they say, is moving . How fitting. Everything I touched to make us safe has become a cage. Every lie I told has grown teeth. And I am left with this—this terrible, absolute clarity. I wanted power for him, for us, for the burning thing inside me that could not be named. But power is not a crown. It is a mirror. And I have looked into it for too long.
Do you remember the letter? The letter that arrived like a second skin, telling of three weird sisters and a prophecy that tasted like destiny. My husband—my dear husband—he was too full of the milk of human kindness. He wanted greatness, yes, but he wanted it to fall upon him like a gentle rain. He would be holy and he would be king. He could not see that the crown is not given. It is taken . I saw the shortest path. I saw the dagger in the dark. And I loved him for his weakness because it meant I would be his strength. Lady Macbeth
They will remember me as the villain. The witch-queen. The dark mother of murder. But I will tell you the truth: I was afraid. I was so afraid of being small, of being powerless, of being the woman who watches her husband fail and says nothing. So I became the storm. And the storm has swallowed me whole.
You think you know me. You have heard the story—the whisper of a woman who traded her milk for gall, who called upon the spirits to unsex her, who dashed the brains of her own smiling babe rather than break an oath. You imagine me striding through Inverness like a queen carved from winter, my heart as hollow and cold as a crypt. But you are wrong. I was never cold. I was burning . For a while, we were invincible
Give me the light. Give me the dark. Give me back the woman I killed to become this hollow, walking ghost.
Then the sleepwalking began.
But somewhere in those long nights, something inside me began to… change. It started as a scent. Blood. Not on my hands—we had washed them a thousand times—but behind my skin. Under my fingernails. In the back of my throat. I would wake at three in the morning, certain I could taste copper and iron and old, rusted regret. I stopped sleeping. Or rather, I stopped dreaming . My dreams had become a locked room, and I had thrown away the key.