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Renee had prepared for this. She’d watched YouTube videos. Suck in your stomach. Relax your jaw. Neck long, like a string is pulling you up from the crown of your head.

Renee stood. Her heart was a trapped bird. “That’s me.” LANewGirl.24.04.30.Renee.Rose.Modeling.Audition...

“Turn around,” the photographer said. “Walk away from us. Then stop. Look back over your shoulder.” Renee had prepared for this

Her leg bounced. The other seven girls in the waiting room were all variations of the same beautiful statue: sharp cheekbones, pouty lips, legs for days. Renee had a small scar above her left eyebrow from a bike accident at twelve. Her nose was slightly asymmetrical. She was five-foot-seven, which they said was too short for runway, but her shoulders were broad from swimming in high school. Relax your jaw

Renee turned. She took three steps. Then she stopped, twisted her torso, and looked back.

The photographer stopped shooting. He lowered the camera and looked at the woman with glasses.

A door opened. A woman with a headset and the aura of a benevolent dictator scanned a clipboard. “Renee Rose? 24.04.30?”