Nikita Von James Page

Not in a diary—diaries could be read, could be used. She wrote in code, on loose sheets of music paper, hiding the words between the staves of Chopin nocturnes. Her mother, who drank sherry from morning until the world blurred into something bearable, never noticed. Her father assumed she was just practicing piano.

That night, she began to write.

Nikita did not attend. She was in a small flat in Edinburgh, drinking tea that Samir would have made better, staring at a blank sheet of music paper. She had stopped playing piano years ago. But she still wrote. nikita von james