He slid down the doorframe until he was sitting on the threadbare carpet. His room was a museum of a younger self: guitar picks that no longer inspired him, a half-finished model of a ’69 Charger, a stack of college brochures he hadn’t opened. Everyone kept asking, “What do you want to do with your life?” As if seventeen was supposed to be the answer and not the question itself.

His mother’s knock came. Two soft raps.

Rocco stared at the screen. The point. A gravel beach down by the old quarry where kids went to drink warm beer and pretend they weren’t terrified of Monday morning. Last week, he’d watched a girl named Mia throw a bottle into the lake so hard it skipped six times. She’d laughed, but her eyes had been dead. He recognized that look. It was the same one he saw in the mirror after his father’s monthly phone call—the one where the old man promised to come to a baseball game and then found a reason to cancel by the second sentence.

He walked out into the September dusk, the air sharp with the promise of autumn. Seventeen was not an answer. Seventeen was a bridge, and he was standing in the middle, the past a dim shoreline behind him, the future a fog he couldn’t see through. But the wind on his face felt like something. Like maybe, just maybe, he wasn’t broken. Like maybe he was just becoming.

He’d kissed her then. Not because he was brave, but because for one second, the pressure inside him found a pinhole. She kissed him back, and for three songs’ worth of time, he forgot he was seventeen. He forgot the absent father, the tired mother, the screaming silence. He just was .