I was not asked. No one handed me a contract before the first cell split, before the first breath burned my lungs. I arrived like a guest at a party I never RSVP'd to, handed a name, a language, a country, a wound.
But what if I am tired? What if this gift called life feels like a stone tied to my neck? They say: "You are lucky to be born." But luck is a lottery. And some tickets are just… pain.
And that small thread—between your eyes and my ink—is the only birth I can still believe in. Toi uoc Minh Chua Tung duoc Sinh Ra Pdf
Maybe that is the cruelest irony: even the wish to have never been born requires being born to wish it.
Since you asked to for that title, here is an original short prose piece written as if for a PDF document or a handwritten note: Tôi Ước Mình Chưa Từng Được Sinh Ra (I Wish I Had Never Been Born) I was not asked
And yet… I write this down. Which means some part of me still wants to be heard. Some part still hopes that by speaking the unspeakable wish, I might loosen its grip.
I wish I had never been born. Not to die—death is still a something . I mean never to have existed at all. No shadow. No footprint. No name whispered at a funeral. Just the great, merciful blankness before the first cry. But what if I am tired
Then no one would miss me. Then no one would blame themselves. Then the world would not have to carry my small, tired heart.